Ok well I have never blogged before but I have been following other blogs for several months. I have become quite attached to a lot of these people and check in regularly. Anyways, I thought I would try blogging and see how it goes.

So lets start....heres a little about me. My name is Lacey and I have 3 wonderful boys. Braedin is 17 eh hmm...I mean 7. He thinks he is 17 though haha. We often have disagreements over what he is going to wear even when it comes to pajamas...I don't know maybe I should just let him wear whatever. Today it was two different color shoe laces in each shoe and a grey tank tip and green and white shorts ha...who knows! He loves shoes and riding bikes, slip-n-slides, green, McDonalds double quarter pounders, his friends, and he is a natural at sports especially soccer. Did I mention he loves shoes :) We can thank Nanny (grandma who doesn't like to be called grandma haha)for that. Anyway he is my first born and he is getting too big too fast. He has such a kind heart and I love him dearly.

Then there is my middle boy Spencer. Oh my silly Spencer...he is 6. Him and Brae are only 16 months apart and are very close. Then fight often but stick up for each other when it really comes down to it. Spencer is my special child...when they talk about middle child syndrome his little picture would be right next to it. He is a imaginative boy and often the reason for our laughter. He loves his little treasures he finds, whatever color his brother likes :), snuggling up to somebody in bed because he feet get cold, girls (I know...already), making others laugh, and kitty cats. Love him to pieces.

And finally my youngest Logan. He is 4. He is my little big eared thumb sucker...I know I know. He is learning a lot from his older brothers...some good and some welllll....not so good :) He gives lots of kisses and looks up to his older brothers. He loves dempa (great grandpa), watching the trash man, doing yard work (he has his own little rake and shovel and things like that), mowing the lawn(with somebody), outdoors, and bologna. I am accused of spoiling him...but I plea not guilty :) Love him lots.

My boys are my whole world. They are truly my gift from God. My husband and I have been married for a little over 7 years but have been separated for a while now. He has seen the boys only a handful of times in the last year and a half and it makes me sad but what can I do? I have not filed for divorce or child support, but I am told often that I need to. Don't know whats holding me back but if anybody reads this and has any advice I would be graciously received. I don't want to go into very many details about what has happened at this point seeing as this is my first post. Just in saying that he has not grown up and I didn't know quite how to deal with it.

So I am a single mother...well kinda. I have a mother and grandparents that do so much for me. So they have kinda taken the dad role somewhat. They do a great deal in helping me raise my boys. It can get a little frustrating at times when they wanna give me a little too much advise and get mad when I don't take it. But at the end of the day I know where their hearts are and I am truly grateful for what they do.

So here are a few little things about me. I love love love ocean and fish themes. I love all that color. I love the color orange, Dr Pepper, and hair products. I am a night owl, not a morning person. I don't talk much, but I have a lot to say. I am shy. Ignorance drives me crazy. I like to think I have patience but in reality I really don't. I struggle with wanting to loose weight but don't even know where to begin :) I LOVE my family.

Ok so I will try to upload some pics here....if I can figure out how. But that will have to wait for later because I am gonna go bed....it is very late.

Goodnight...